The Miller's est.1995

Christmas 2011

2012-01-30T09:27:00.004-07:00

This past Christmas was the best that I can rememeber having in such a long time. The joy, love, laughter we had with my parents was refreshing and so welcomed. We were all spoiled, of course. There is nothing like giving a gift to someone who you know really, truely appreciates it. I only wish they lived close enough to spend every Christmas with them. It would also be nice to get to see my other family around the holidays, I miss them so much!
Pictures will be posted as soon as I get them off my camera.

Making Sweets with my Mom

2011-12-19T10:04:00.005-07:00

I took last Tuesday off work to stay home and make treats with my mom. It was so much fun! My Dad washed dishes as we dirtied them.
We (my mom) made 5 different kinds of fudge: White Chocolate candy cane, chocolate, chocolate walnut, peanut butter and Rocky Road. I made 3 different kinds of caramels: Plain, pecan and RASPBERRY! Then I made about a million sugar cookies and Toffee(which I re-made over the weekend and it turned out much better than the first attempt). Then we wrapped them up and delivered them to my neighbors! I sure hope they enjoyed them!

The finished Sweets!

Kitty loves Christmas!

2011-12-15T11:45:00.005-07:00

Christmas is our kitty's favorite! She's been a spastic, crazy freak cat! She loves all the lights, bells, garland. She's so cute, if you don't think so then we can't be friends anymore...j/k, but really...don't hate!

Just another cute picture. She sleeps right on our cable box because it's nice and warm.....and probably full of cat hair!

Thanksgiving 2011

2011-12-15T11:07:00.005-07:00

Thanksgiving came and went....almost a month ago! Sheesh, I'm bad at updating this blog.
This year I got to do Thanksgiving with my parents. We also had over, Ken (Justin's Dad) and Ann, My aunt, uncle and 2 second cousins that were in town for the holiday. It was a nice and peaceful day. All the food turned out fantastic! I was so grateful to have my mother with me to help with the cooking, she did so much! I think my Mom and I work really well in the kitchen together. This was the first year that I have tackled the entire meal and I was surprised at how smooth it went.

I have so much to be thankful for this year.

Note- the only pictures I had were taken from my cell and did not turn out well. They were so bad that I'm sure the people in them will appreciate me NOT posting them.

They're coming!!

2011-11-15T19:31:00.002-07:00

My Mom and Dad are coming to stay with us!! They will be here until January 10th! I am so excited to spend the holidays with them. Its been so long since I got to spend Thanksgiving and Christmas with them.....like since Kenlee was a baby! YAY!!!!!

Halloween 2011

2011-11-02T11:40:00.008-06:00

We had a great Halloween this year! Kenlee is getting more excited about it and it's really fun to watch! She carved all our pumpkins this year.... and she loved it! Here are the pics...

She was a gothic cheerleader!

I was a vampire.

Lyrics for YOU

2011-10-26T11:43:00.003-06:00

This song really says what I want to say today:

"Everything" by Alanis Morissette

I can be an asshole of the grandest kind
I can withhold like it's going out of style
I can be the moodiest baby and you've never met anyone
Who is as negative as I am sometimes

I am the wisest woman you've ever met.
I am the kindest soul with whom you've connected.
I have the bravest heart that you've ever seen
And you've never met anyone
Who's as positive as I am sometimes.

You see everything, you see every part
You see all my light and you love my dark
You dig everything of which I'm ashamed
There's not anything to which you can't relate
And you're still here

I blame everyone else, not my own partaking
My passive-aggressiveness can be devastating
I'm terrified and mistrusting
And you've never met anyone as,
As closed down as I am sometimes.

You see everything, you see every part
You see all my light and you love my dark
You dig everything of which I'm ashamed
There's not anything to which you can't relate
And you're still here

What I resist, persists, and speaks louder than I know
What I resist, you love, no matter how low or high I go

I'm the funniest woman that you've ever known
I'm the dullest woman that you've ever known
I'm the most gorgeous woman that you've ever known
And you've never met anyone
Who is as everything as I am sometimes

You see everything, you see every part
You see all my light and you love my dark
You dig everything of which I'm ashamed
There's not anything to which you can't relate
And you're still here

I love you!

Happy 36th Justin

2011-10-16T10:08:00.004-06:00

Today is Justin's 36th birthday!
He spent all day Saturday catching fish at Strawberry Reservoir with some friends. Also, he is making the trip on Wednesday to St. Louis....the Cardinals are in the World Series! They won game 6 on his birthday! I am so excited for him!!!

Happy Birthday to you Sweetie....and many more!!!!!!

So FUNNY!!! Go Cardinals!

2011-10-11T15:28:00.006-06:00

I was laughing so hard the first time I watched it....HAHAHA!!!
If you don't recognize 2 of the faces, they are the star player, Albert Pujols and the coach, Tony La Russa for the STL Cardinals! It's our favorite baseball team! Justin gets to go to St. Louis if they make it to the World Series....FOR FREE! He has a friend that has already bought plane tickets and tickets to the game for him(refundable)! How awesome is that! I am so jealous! GO CARDINALS!!!

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October 1, 2011....Kenlee is 13!!!!

2011-10-11T15:20:00.004-06:00

My little baby girl is 13 years old! I cannot believe it! She is so grown up now. Oh boy....I am soooo not ready for this!!!

Her special request for birthday breakfast......Beyond Glaze Donuts!

Good-Bye Dear Sam

2011-10-11T15:16:00.002-06:00

A few weeks back we had to put our cat of almost 16 years down. He was the best cat EVER! It was a sad, sad day. Our house is so quiet now. Its amazing how a little cat can really make that much of a difference...but, he did. We will always remember him and his quirky personality. Rest in peace sweet kitty!

Here are some super cute pics of him. Kenlee loved him from the start!

Pretty pictures

2011-09-16T11:37:00.007-06:00

My new phone has the best camera I have ever used. Here are some of the shots that I have taken with it.
These were from Rockport Res, Strawberry Res, and driving to and from those places. Enjoy!

7th grader

2011-09-16T11:27:00.003-06:00

On August 29th Kenlee started 7th grade! She goes to the middle school just a couple blocks from our house! You can actually see it from our backyard. It's huge!
She has had some ups and downs, stress and anxiety. All in all I think she's liking it....as much as a kid can like school anyway. She really enjoys the options at lunch and getting to pick whatever she wants. I like that too after having to make her lunches for years!
Of all her classes, keyboarding is stressing her out the most. I am not a very good typist so I can relate to that. Her Math book is online and so COOL! It has very helpful video tutorials.....Man could I have used that when I was in school!
Anyway, that's my update on her for now.

Boat Success!!!

2011-09-02T16:26:00.004-06:00

We went up to Rockport Resevoir last weekend to test out the boat. After many trial and error's.....IT WORKED!!! We were so excited! We borrowed a tube from the neighbors and pulled Kenlee around the lake. On Sunday our neighbors came up to play. Their little boy joined Kenlee in the tube...they had a blast! It's just sad that it has taken all summer to get it going. Better late than never, I guess.

Camping with the Oborns

2011-08-19T08:50:00.011-06:00

Went went camping with our neighbors, the Oborns, on my birthday. We just went for one day but we had a lot of fun! The little kids got to do some target practice with the .22 rifle and we went to the Upper Provo River Falls....Have you been there? It is gorgeous!!! Here are some pics of our little silly adventure!

Notice the bandana Kenlee is wearing. Her Dad bought it for her at the Army-Navy Surplus store and it has machine guns on it. LOL!

How does your garden grow...

2011-08-19T08:31:00.007-06:00

We made a garden. My father-in-law, Ken helped us add a "special" ingredient to the soil earlier this spring. We planted everything that we thought we would ever want to eat. The seeds started sprouting, then it rained and rained and rained. Our garden was trashed. Then, we replanted.
I took these pictures on July 26th and I was pretty pleased with the way thing were growing. I need to add more pictures because this is NOTHING. Holy cow, it has tripled in size. We have vines everywhere! Our zucchini plant was taking over and Justin chopped off half of it. We have Basil, lettuce, cucumbers, green peppers, peas, onions, garlic, broccoli, watermelons and pumkpins. We have tomatoes too, tons of them...but I haven't seen a red one yet. :( I ♥ fresh garden tomatoes!!!

New hair and Makeup?

2011-07-15T13:57:00.004-06:00

On Saturday, Kenlee got a haircut. Since I am a cheap, I took her to Great Clips...only $8! After getting her hair done, she insisted that she must have highlights. I made a trip to the store and got the kit to do the highlights. It was the kind that has the cap. (The kind I can remember my mom using) Since her hair is now short, it worked out really well. It was pretty fun too! It looks good on her and when I get some more pics, I will post them on here. Here are a few that I took with my phone. Here she is "dressed up" with her friend Abby and loaded with makeup!

Hip, school, projects

2011-06-28T10:57:00.006-06:00

My hip still hurts. I haven't been to the doctor. I have been taking Ibuprofen and it is helping a lot, until it wears off and oh boy I know it! I hate going to the doctor if it is not necessary, but I think I am to the point that is IS necessary!You know what they do for a stress fracture in your hip? Nothing, they tell you not to run. All the other things I think it could be can be treated by not running. Blah! I really want to run too!
On to other things.....
Kenlee will complete Elementary School on Friday. I am a little sick about it. I surely cannot be the mother of a 7th grader...no way! This year has FLOWN by!

Justin's new boat is under construction! His Dad came out last Saturday to help and he worked and worked to clean out the rotting wood in the back of it. Then they will pour in some kind of casting stuff that will support it and do some fiberglass work. Justin says it is a lot more work than he had originally thought. He is very grateful for his father's willingness to help out with this project!

Wasatch Back Ragnar 2011

2011-06-21T08:50:00.003-06:00

I survived the Wasatch Back Ragnar! Although I did get injured, I had an AWESOME time! I completed my first run, a 6.9 mile downhill run on a dusty, rocky, dirt road. I also completed my second run, all uphill 8.1 miles at around 1am. My second run was the hardest run I have ever done. At about mile 5, my hip starting hurting me and by mile 7 I was almost in tears. I did complete it but, my body was not too happy with me. We got a few hours of sleep after my run and when I woke up, I could barely walk. My hip was messed up. I am still not sure what was wrong. I am thinking maybe a pulled muscle. I am walking better now and I feel like in a couple more days, I should be fine. My awesome friend, Sarah, completed my second run for me. It was only 3 miles, thank goodness, and I am so grateful that she was willing and able to do that for me! She was a life-saver!
Here are some pics of me and my team:
My van leaving home Friday morning

My team at the finish

My fun and crazy peeps!

Sick, busy and life goes on....

2011-06-13T10:33:00.002-06:00

Holiday:
We planned on going to Southern Utah for Memorial weekend. We were going to camp in the truck and go see the Four Corners area. Justin got really sick and we stayed home instead.
Justin:
We sold our Bass boat (almost instantly after it was listed on KSL). Justin inherited a trolling motor from Grandpa Madsen after he passed away and it wouldn't fit on the back of that boat. So, he sold it and found another one. The new boat is bigger and more like a regular boat. It does, however, need quite a few things done to it before it is ready for the lake. Justin has been working on that and hopefully between him and his Dad, they can do the repairs it requires and we'll be casting our lines soon!
We are still trying to sell our old pickup truck. We have listed it several times and have not received any serious offers. It has been such a good truck, its hard to believe that someone doesn't want it. Oh well, we will keep trying.
Kenlee:
Kenlee is growing so fast. I think she has finally started really growing. Since Christmas she has grown 3 sizes! I didn't realize how lucky I was that she was able to wear the same size for so long. I have had to buy her all new clothes!
Me:
The Wasatch Back Ragnar is Friday! I cannot believe that it is here already. My training has been so horrible for this race. I am a little worried I might die...only kidding. I know its going to be tough though. Last week I was really sick. (I think I got what Justin had over Memorial weekend.) The doctor got me on anti-biotics and I am almost fully recovered now. This years Ragnar is going to be a lott different than the one I did in Vegas. We have a co-ed team, I have to run more miles, I am about 8 pounds heavier and the elevation is dramatically different. But, I am still excited and can't wait! Stay tuned for updates!

Some stuff

2011-05-26T10:00:00.024-06:00

I will sum up recent happenings with pictures.
Food
Paula Dean's Gorilla Bread, my way

Italian Sandwich with Pasta salad

YUMMY steak with bleu cheese and sherried mushrooms

Weather
Pretty

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Yard Work (We put in a garden and I will take pictures as soon as it looks presentable. The excessive rain has trashed it)

Kenlee can drive the tractor!

Last weekend we went to visit Antelope Island. Pretty from the car, too many bugs though.

A random goat on the side of the road....he wasn't behind the fence.
I imagine him just walking down the road and stopping every once in a while when some delicious tree/bush/grass catches his eye and he has to have a bite.
I'm am not sure why this makes me giggle, just does.

Happy 16th Anniversary!

2011-05-05T08:20:00.008-06:00

Sixteen years ago today I was 16 and making a commitment that I didn't fully understand. Looking back on those early years, I am not sure how we made it through. It's been a long, hard journey and we have had to work at it every day. I am proud of what we've done and where we are today. He is my best friend and I would rather spend my time with him than enyone else on this earth.

Here are some marriage quotes I came across that I enjoyed.....

Success in marriage does not come merely through finding the right mate, but through being the right mate. ~Barnett R. Brickner

More marriages might survive if the partners realized that sometimes the better comes after the worse. ~Doug Larson

One advantage of marriage is that, when you fall out of love with him or he falls out of love with you, it keeps you together until you fall in again. ~Judith Viorst

In every marriage more than a week old, there are grounds for divorce. The trick is to find, and continue to find, grounds for marriage. ~Robert Anderson, Solitaire & Double Solitaire

In the opinion of the world, marriage ends all, as it does in a comedy. The truth is precisely the opposite: it begins all. ~Anne Sophie Swetchine

A wedding anniversary is the celebration of love, trust, partnership, tolerance and tenacity. The order varies for any given year. ~Paul Sweeney

One of the good things that come of a true marriage is, that there is one face on which changes come without your seeing them; or rather there is one face which you can still see the same, through all the shadows which years have gathered upon it. ~George MacDonald

Most marriages can survive "better or worse." The tester is all the years of "exactly the same." ~Robert Brault

9 Lives

2011-04-20T08:17:00.007-06:00

A couple weeks ago we thought Sam, our family cat of 15 years, was on his death bed. We noticed he wasn't eating (his favorite thing to do besides sleep). He wasn't really moving around either. Justin was home recovering from his surgery and Kenlee was off track. Justin decided that it was time to take him to the vet. Sam hates the vet, it gives him major anxiety. They gave him IV fluids and drew blood. The blood indicated that he had an extremely low red blood cell count and that he wasn't producing new good red blood cells. The vet assured us that he wasn't in pain and that he was just feeling tired and weak, so we chose not to put him down. Our little family was heartbroken. Kenlee was trying to nurse him back to health. She would give him water through a syringe, offering him food and carrying him to the litter box to see if he needed to go to the bathroom. For almost a week this went on, not knowing when he was going to take his last breath. Then one day, he started getting better. He started eating and moving around more. Now, he seems to be back to normal. It is the craziest thing. We know he won't be around for a whole lot longer, but for now, he's doing just fine. I do believe in the "9 lives" thing with cats and I think he's on #6 or so.

Kenlee made this little bed for him and he just slept there for hours.

Not at all interested in eating or drinking.

Surgery and Stuff

2011-04-12T15:44:00.008-06:00

We have had a lot going on lately...
Justin had surgery for his deviated Septum on Friday. His doctor had to use splints to hold it in place. The dang splints are driving Justin crazy and he doesn't get them out until Thursday. He had a post-op appt with the ENT today and he said they squirted something up his nose so far it probably touched his brain, I guess everything else looked good and he is on his way to recovery. The first night he said he could already tell the difference. He is dealing with alot of congestion and soreness right now so its harder to breathe that the first night. Hopefully when he gets the splints out he'll feel like new....COME ON THURSDAY!!!
Justin took the week off work to recover. If he was in another profession, he would be back working again, since his job is so physical, he has to take the week off. Don't want to blow out nose stitches! OUCH!!
FYI: Everyone at St.Mark's Outpatient Surgery center was awesome, so extremely nice and his doctor, Dr. David Palmer (ENT specialist), was really good too.

Kenlee is off track right now and is spending time with her daddy.
Its super special Daddy-Daughter time! He even made her omelettes today....WHAT?? He hasn't even made me an omelette, EVER!!
I am so jealous of them right now. It's like they are on vacation without me!
Anyway, I know they are having fun together and getting in some quality time so I'll shut up about it (for a minute).

I have started getting back into my running rountine...slowly. I can't believe how out of shape I am right now. What was I thinking taking off the winter....Stupid, stupid!!

That's it for now. I will post another update on Justin after Thursday.

Ragnar what?????

2011-04-01T08:05:00.004-06:00

I entered the Wasatch Back Ragnar relay race last year. It is on June 17-18th. Little did I know I would spend the winter sitting on my butt and not running. I have to kick it in gear and get training....like NOW! Here are my runs:
Leg 1

Leg 2

Leg 3

18.1 MILES TOTAL......YiKeS!!

Its just money, right?

2011-03-31T10:31:00.003-06:00

For the first time in our lives, we owe income taxes. Not just a little either, its a lot.
Plus,
Justin has to have surgery on April 8th for a Deviated Septum. He has had bloody noses for as long as I have known him. Sometimes, multiple times a day. We finally got him into a ENT doctor and got the diagnosis. Hopefully this will fix it and his life will be better not having to worry about getting a bloody noses all the time.

So, between all of this, we should be nice and broke just in time for summer.

Pistachio Cake

2011-03-18T08:54:00.003-06:00

This is what I made for St. Patrick's Day. It was the last piece and doesn't look too pretty, but it tastes YUMMY!

Pistachio Cake

Cake:
1- White Cake Mix
1/2 C veg oil
2 small pkgs Instant Pistachio Pudding
3 eggs
1 1/2 C water

Spray bottom of 9x11 pan and bake 350 for 23-25 minutes (until top is golden brown)

Frosting:

12 oz. Cool whip thawed
1/2 C milk
1 small pkg Instant Pichastio Pudding

Combine milk and pudding then fold in cool whip.
Frost and enjoy!

2011-03-12T18:40:00.003-07:00

I got a new comforter set! I have been wanting one for a while now. I got it at JC Penny and got a killer deal...plus I got to use a gift card that I have been carrying around since Christmas from Debbie (MIL). I am super happy....almost makes me want to dust or clean my blinds or something!!

Do you know Adele?

2011-03-04T08:47:00.002-07:00

I love, love, love her! Her voice really pleases my ears :)
Oh and she's only 22 years old!

Growing Up

2011-03-01T10:48:00.006-07:00

Growing up isn't easy...we all know that. I find myself really worried lately about this next stage of Kenlee's life. My little girl is growing up and there's not a thing I can do about it.
She is becoming much more independent and responsible. She is doing really well in school. She comes home every night right after school and does her homework without even being asked or reminded. At this stage....what more could I ask for?
It makes me happy :)

Day Off

2011-02-24T11:27:00.002-07:00

Wednesday, I took the day off work. Without much sleep the night before, I woke up like I normally would and started the daily routine. When it was close to the time I should have been thinking about leaving, I really wasn't. I called in...not sick....I just needed a day off, unplanned. I did feel guilty that Justin did have to go in, running on less sleep than me....He needs a day off to himself too dangit!
Anyway, I finally finished painting Kenlee's room....a project I have been working on for nearly 2 months now. I will have to post some pictures when we get it all decorated.
Oh how I wish I had a day off during the week, every week. I am convinced that I would be a much better Mother and Wife.

Can you see my heart smile?

2011-02-14T10:43:00.005-07:00

I agree with Justin on this one, Valentine's Day is a stupid holiday. We don't need excuses or holidays to come along to show our love.

But, being a girl, I do love the chocolates, flowers and all the pink and red that it comes with!

So...Happy Valentine's Day! Make today special for your sweetheart!

"Love is just a word until someone comes along and gives it meaning."

My Daddy is 60!!!

2011-02-09T08:21:00.003-07:00

Happy Birthday to the VERY BEST DAD in the whole world!
I am so blessed to have him! He is awesome and if you know him you would agree! Here's to many, many more years to come!

Running from Depression

2011-02-07T10:38:00.004-07:00

For a while now I haven't felt like myself. I haven't wanted to do anything or really cared about much. Sure, I got myself out of bed every day and went to work....but I really, really didn't want to! I don't think I have ever felt like this in my life. Deep down, I knew what it really was.....I needed to exercise, not just exercise.....RUN!
Yesterday was a nice day....not too cold and the sun was out. It was calling me and I couldn't deny it any longer......I ran! Let me tell you....I feel sooooo much better. It really is like a drug for me. Running with the sun shining on my face is just the antidepressant I needed.
I found an interesting article on the subject and thought I would share it.....

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From www.suite101.com:

The Neuroplasticity of the Brain Means that Exercise Reshapes BrainA definite relationship exists between exercise and depression. Exercise promotes new cell growth in the brain. If depression is a form of cell death, then exercise is the best strategy against this kind of neural paralysis. The neuroplasticity of the brain means that exercise reshapes the brain.

Prolonged and intense running releases endorphins or brain chemicals that produce a sense of elation. These endorphins are probably the reasons behind the proverbial runner's high.

While jogging, the body releases phenylalamine (PEA), a neurotransmitter that stimulates mental alertness; it also releases neurotransmitters like dopamine and serotonin (most commonly associated with antidepressants) that affect the mind in a positive way.

Not only does running release mood elevating neurochemicals, it also alters the rhythm of brain activity. The repetitive and rhythmic strides of jogging induces alpha brain waves, also known as the sensorimotor rhythm so often associated with meditation and the calm alertness of the "flow."

EEG sensors show that running reduces the thinking centers of the prefrontal cortex and increases the activity of the brain's motor centers. The emptying of the mind results in a sense of peace and calm.
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The Best Nail Polish!

2011-02-05T08:00:00.002-07:00

Essie is THE BEST nail polish I have ever used. As I have mentioned before, I have horrible nails. They are so weak, cracking and peeling. When I paint my nails, it never, ever lasts...not even a day without chipping off...no matter what polish I use. Until now.......I love Essie nail polish! It goes on pretty thin and dries SOOOOOO fast! Only 2 coats and you are done! I am in love!
The only draw back is the price, about $8. But hey, they even sell it at Walmart and Target now. You have to try it...I promise you'll love it :)

THE Root Canal

2011-02-04T08:36:00.004-07:00

Wednesday I took Kenlee in for her root canal. We had to see an endodontist because her pediatric dentist does not do root canals. I think I was as nervous as she was. I had no idea what to expect because I have never had one. I told her to bring her blanket thinking she might get cold being in the chair for so long and it might bring her comfort too. Once we were called back to the exam room, she started freaking out and saying "no, no...I'm not here". When I finally got her back to the room, they needed to take an x-ray of the tooth. It was terrible...the film they had was big for her mouth and hurt her to bite down. She was throwing a fit and after 2 dental assistants couldn't get the x-ray done, they brought the dentist back to do it. After about 15 minutes and some screaming from her....he finally got it done. She had herself all worked up and was a mess...crying and shaking. At this point I am begging them for the nitrous oxide. Once they finally got the "gas mask" on and it had been a few minutes....she was a totally different kid. She did complain about the numbing shots, but handled it better than I had imagined.
Oh, nitrous oxide....you are wonderful (and totally worth $60)! She was giggling and trying to talk the whole time. After a total of 1 hr and 45 min, we were done. Now she has to go in to her regular dentist and have a filling put in that tooth. When she gets a little older they will do a crown. I am not sure why they wait, he just said that's what they do. A filling it a lot cheaper, so it sounds good to me.

15 years from now....

2011-01-28T08:28:00.002-07:00

In January 2026, our house will be paid off....maybe earlier if we can pay extra towards the principal! This is assuming nothing crazy comes up. We closed on our refinance on Thursday after weeks of exhausting paperwork, phone calls and e-mails. I know it will be worth it! I am so grateful that we were able to take advantage of the low interest rates.

Check it out!

2011-01-13T16:22:00.005-07:00

I somehow found this website from a link, of a link, of a link or something like that. Its fabulous! Go check it out now!
WARNING: If you are anything like me, you could unintentionally spend hours there!

http://thepioneerwoman.com/

Lots of fabulous recipes (with step by step illustrated instructions) and other stuff too!

More running, less eating

2011-01-12T08:20:00.003-07:00

Since my Ragnar race in October, I have gained 10 pounds! How did this happen?? I'll tell you.....it got cold and I got lazy! That's right, no running! Its really upsetting to me because I know how hard I will have to work to lose it again. It doesn't help that I am eating everything in sight!
We started another weight loss competition at work a little while ago....so far, no good! I feel like I need to eat everthing like its the last time I will ever get a chance. My clothes are tight, I am not sleeping well and I just overall feel crappy! I am wishing and hoping that someday really soon I will snap out of it and find the energy and motivation I need to get in gear!

Other news....
We are refinancing our house to a 15-year mortgage. It has been frustrating and stressful! Every day is another problem. It makes me wonder what it would be like if we didn't have excellent credit and equity in our home. They say we will be able to close by the 28th....I won't hold my breath!

Kenlee went to the dentist yesterday. She has been having some tooth pain and she lost a filling in a permanent molar. It turns out, she has to get a root canal in that molar. I can't believe it. We don't have dental insurance so I'm sure that will cost a pretty penny.

Anyway...kind of a depressing post today. That's just life, right?

Christmas and ending 2010

2011-01-06T13:14:00.008-07:00

I really wasn't good at taking pictures during the holidays. Here are a few moments I captured..

Christmas Eve at Grandma Baker's party.

The girls got pajamas from Grandma Miller

Funny Alex (I love this pic)
Kenlee, christmas morning

WHAT I GOT! Garmin GPS watch

AND THIS:

We had a really nice Christmas. My father-in-law, Ken, spent the day with us eating and hanging out.

The older I get the more I look forward to just getting the holidays over with. The stress almost pushes me over the edge!

Here's to a FABULOUS 2011.....we ALL deserve it!

I'm a Jazz fan

2010-12-15T17:36:00.002-07:00

We saw Deron Williams and Al Jefferson at Cafe Rio during lunch today. I have to admit, I did want to be like all the other stupid fans and ask to take a picture with them....but I didn't. They declined many offers to take their picture...except a lady who had a baby...dang it, why didn't I think of that! Who can resist a baby? I just sat there, in their presence and that was enough for me. Ok.....I didn't just sit there, I texted everyone I thought would care and bragged that I ate lunch with them :) People get crazy stupid around celebrities...why?

Here are my other celebrity encounters:
Matt Harpring- waiting for an elevator at St. Marks Hospital (after his wife had a baby). I actually didn't recognize him at first and looked up (about 4 feet) and said, "Man you're tall"... DUH!
Kelsey Grammer- at Disneyland going to the front of the line with his girls while we waited :(
Yep, that's the only ones I can remember. My life is LAME!

Family Troubles

2010-12-10T08:23:00.004-07:00

I wish I had a magic wand to fix everyone's lives. So many people in my family are hurting and in trouble. In Missouri and Utah, lives are changing and hearts are breaking.

I just sit here and thank God for how lucky I am to have my life....and pray that they can make it through their hardships.

Busy and Stuff

2010-12-07T13:11:00.002-07:00

Its been forever since my last post, so here's a catch up....

My parents left to go back home on Nov 2nd after a 5 week stay with us. It was so nice to get to spend time with them. Kenlee loved being with them and getting ALL of their attention! I hope it won't be another 2 years before we get to see them again!

We had Thanksgiving at our house again this year. I didn't get any pictures with my camera, so I'll have to steal some and post them here later. It was the usual Thanksgiving fixin's. I did the turkey this year! I have only cooked like 2 my whole life so I was surprised that I didn't ruin it...YAY! Oh, and Justin had another turkey smoked at a BBQ place by his work.....it was a big hit!
I went "Black Friday" shopping at around 11am and was back by 1pm and hit 5 stores.....pretty dang good I say!

I got my tree up that weekend and the other Christmas decorations.

It got cold and snowed a lot. Kenlee was building a snow fort in the front yard with the neighbor kids....it melted yesterday :(

Kenlee has been spending a lot of time with Sandy, who now live only a couple streets away. They watch TV together, knit and talk about cats.

We cleaned out our basement and Justin (with a little help) installed light fixtures and switches!! It sure beats having to pull that dang string!

We got a new (to me) front loading washer and dryer and it has changed my life! No more missing the rinse cycle and 2 hours of drying time!!!

Oh, and I got a treadmill too! I am having a hard time with it....its just not the same as hitting the pavement. Hopefully I will get used to it and I will use it more. I still use my elliptical alot and its my favorite. Now I have set up my exercise equipment in our old office and put a TV in there too. I should be set until it warms up outside!

Happy Holidays!!!

Happy Together

2010-10-29T13:31:00.002-06:00

Yep, we are a package deal....you can't have one without the other :) He's my best friend. It just works!

Ragnar Rocks!!

2010-10-27T11:51:00.010-06:00

I survived the Las Vegas Ragnar! It was so much fun, I can't even describe it! All the girls on my team were awesome...every...single...one! We gathered in Provo (see picture below) and drove to Mequite where we stayed at one of the girl's parents house. We woke at 4am to head out and make the drive to the Valley of Fire, to the start line. It was so gorgeous there. We started the race at 7:15am. I was runner #2, I started around 8am. My first run was 8.8 miles, rated very hard. My team drove ahead and stopped a couple times to offer me water and lots of encouragement! I feel like I did pretty dang good! All the time I spent training really paid off. My second run began around 7pm and it was 4.3miles rated easy...It was NOT easy! My third and final run began sometime around 4am and I rocked it!!! 3.0 miles (5k) rated easy and I finished in just under 23 minutes...I have never ran that fast...I was floating by the end....talk about an adrenaline rush! L to R: Me, Jenn, Katie, Rebecca, Raychel, Kelli, Sara, Amy
Bottom: Sarah and Bobbi
(our other 2 runners met us in Vegas)

I'm on the team! YAY!!!
Our team name was "Training Broads"

Jenn giving me water during my first run.

keep on runnin'

And runnin'

Me, Rebecca, Sarah and Jenn at a water fountain in the Venitian (pic is out of order)

Van #1 waiting for the rest of our team at the finish line

The whole team at the finish line....195 miles in 31.07 hours

All the girls at the Venetian

We ran 195 miles through the desert in 31.07 hours. We finished 9th in the Women's Division! Not too bad for only getting 2 hours of sleep in 2 days, a pregnant woman, one trip to the ER and a knee injury.

Vegas here we come!

2010-10-20T08:30:00.006-06:00

I leave Thursday morning for the Ragnar in Las Vegas! I am so nervous and excited! I think (I hope) I am ready. We will be running from 7am Friday until about 2:30pm Saturday. Our team, 12 fabulous women, are called "Training Broads". Bringing a few necessities....sleeping bag, baby wipes, energy Gu, toothbrush and running shoes.... and off I go!

I will post pictures when I return. Wish me luck!

Run. Drive. Sleep? Repeat.

Family Pictures at Wheeler Farm

2010-10-12T09:36:00.009-06:00

On Saturday I took my Mom and Dad with our family to Wheeler Farm to get pictures taken. Phil, my boss, kindly volunteered to take them for us. I think we got some really good ones!

Happy 12th Birthday Kenlee

2010-10-05T09:05:00.009-06:00

On Friday, October 1st Kenlee turned 12! We had a little party for her at the house and it was a lot of fun for her and her friends.

Kenlee with her cake!

Giant Cupcake birthday cake
My boss let me borrow his bounce house for the party! It was a huge hit and the girls loved it. This was good for me because I was not super greaty at party-planning this year.

Classic Kenlee face!

Kenlee bouncing

Kenlee was super spoiled again this year!

She was really happy that her counsins got to come! Thanks Nat, for making the long drive to bring them :)

Goodbye Grandpa Madsen

2010-09-23T08:39:00.009-06:00

Wednesday afternoon Justin's Grandpa passed away. He had been in the ICU at LDS Hospital for over 2 months, battling complications from Pancreatitis.

He meant a lot to so many people....especially Justin.

No matter how much time you spend with someone you love, its never enough and you will regret not spending more time when they are gone.

Here are some of our recent memories with Grandpa:

Elk Hunt 2009. Justin's first Elk hunt

We stayed with Grandpa and Sandy at the end of June (just 3 months ago) and

Justin fished with his grandpa all weekend.

Kenlee really enjoyed this trip and loved Grandpa's sparkly boat!

We loved him very much and he will truly be missed. You can't sum up his life in a few short words, so I won't even try. His memories and stories will always live on through those of us that were fortunate enough to be a part of his life.

Black Forest Cupcakes

2010-09-03T17:51:00.004-06:00

1 box Devil's Food cake mix

3 eggs

1/2 C sour cream

1 tsp. almond extract

1 large can cherry pie filling (set aside)

1 C filling for topping

MIX cake mix, eggs, sour cream, almond extract, and pie filling until cake mix is moist. Do not overmix. Pour batter into paper liners 3/4 full.

BAKE at 350 degrees for 17-19 minutes, until barely done in center. allow to cool completely on rack.

FROST cupcakes with chocolate ganache, making a slight edge around cupcake to hold the pie filling.

ADD 1 tablespoon pie filling to top of each cupcake.

CHOCOLATE GANACHE

1 C heavy whipping cream

12 oz. semi sweet chocolate chips

HEAT cream in a saucepan until it comes to a boil.

REMOVE from heat and pour over chocolate in a mixing bowl. Stir until well blended. Cool in fridge until it reaches a thicker consistency for icing.

ENJOY!!!

Ragnar Las Vegas- 8 week countdown

2010-08-30T10:22:00.004-06:00

On October 22nd and 23rd I will be running in the Las Vegas Ragnar relay race! Its a relay race with 12 runners per team. We will be running all day and through the night for a total of 195 miles. I am so excited and terrified at the same time. So, for the next 8 weeks I will be running my butt off! My neighbor and BFF, Sarah, got me into this and I am so glad she did. She is quite a bit faster than I am and a great motivator for me. We have been running 8.5 miles up Yellow Fork Canyon for the last couple Saturday mornings. The first time, I thought I was going to die...it was 97 degrees and it took me all day to recover. This last Saturday though, it was fabulous! Wish me luck...here's to miles and miles of pavement and gallons of sweat!

She can SWIM!

2010-08-19T08:54:00.011-06:00

Back when Kenlee was about 5 years old we put her in swimming lessons. This was before we had her ADHD under control. It was a total waste of money and time. She just did her own thing and didn't learn anything.
This year Sarah (my good friend & neighbor) watched her while she was out of school for the summer. She took Kenlee to swimming lessons with her kids. I am proud to say that Kenlee can now swim! Its kind of sad that it has taken this long. She picked up on it super fast and did a great job!

Diving is not her favorite

Kenlee in a race with a boy doing the breaststroke

She was really good at it and won this little race!

I'm not sure what this dive is called...lol!

With friends during free time

Mom and Dad are coming!

2010-08-13T13:50:00.003-06:00

I ordered the tickets for my parents to come and visit! I am super excited to see them! They will be here from September 25th through November 2nd...over a month! They will get to be here for my Mom, Kenlee and Justin's birthdays and Halloween!!!

Moon Lake 2010

2010-08-13T10:17:00.013-06:00

We went camping at Moon Lake from Thurs. Aug 5th -Sun. Aug. 8th. It was our little family and Ken, Justin's Dad, and Ashlie (Kenlee's cousin). It's really beautiful up there. The weather stayed cool and it rained almost every day. But, we had fun anyway! Justin took up his boat and did some fishing with the girls and his Dad. Ken brought up his canoe. Ashlie and Kenlee both liked taking the canoe out with him. Other than Kenlee throwing up in the tent the first night and making a nasty mess and Ken not feeling well for the last little bit of the trip, it went pretty well. Enjoy the pics!

On the Hike

Our campsite
Sitting around the campfire

Kenlee and Ashlie being sillyUs girls being silly in the tent when it was raining.

Grandpa carving Kenlee's name on a piece of wood.

Beginning our hike

Ashlie taking a break

Kenlee is not a hiker...yep, she pretty much hates it. Ashlie was a trooper though :)

Truck and Boat

2010-07-26T13:22:00.010-06:00

We bought a little truck to take camping. Our old brown beast, although it never left us stranded, cost a fortune to take anywhere. So we bought this Toyota Pickup.

Justin has been going fishing quite a bit lately. He decided that he likes trolling better than fishing from the bank. He found this little boat for a really great price. It is only a fishing boat though :( Maybe someday we will get a ski boat. But, until we can pay cash for it...this will have to do!

Camping The Spruces

2010-07-26T11:49:00.015-06:00

Our most recent camping trip was to the Spruces.....It is absolutely gorgeous up there! One of my favorite camping trips so far! (I guess that could be because they have running water and bathrooms.)

Views from our campsite

Our heavy duty Springbar Tent pole broke! Good thing we weren't too far away to go into town and get a new one (and spare).

Our tent.

We hiked up to donut falls. Kenlee hated it with a passion. This little girl is our friend, Brandon's neice and she was adorable. I probably would adopt her :)

A hummingbird got trapped in our tent. Justin caught it and set it free. I have never seen one this still. It was so pretty!

Then we did a little fishing at Silver Lake.

Inspiration

2010-07-08T16:00:00.004-06:00

I was just introduced to this lady by my friend Crystal. She is quite amazing and very inspirational. Check her out at: http://www.megjohnsonspeaks.com/
You can subscribe to her monthly message and get them via e-mail. This months message really touched me.

“every time you get up and get back in the race,
one more small piece of you starts to fall into place”~ Rascal Flats

Saying "Sorry"

2010-07-08T15:04:00.005-06:00

Apologizing....
Never say "I'm sorry, but....". Either you are sorry or you're not, no "but" anything....that cancels the whole apology.

Here are some quotes I found that are by people that are much better than I am at expressing themselves.

“Sincere forgiveness isn't colored with expectations that the other person apologize or change. Don't worry whether or not they finally understand you. Love them and release them. Life feeds back truth to people in its own way and time.” Sara Paddison

"Forgiveness does not change the past, but it does enlarge the future"~Paul Boese

“A stiff apology is a second insult…. The injured party does not want to be compensated because he has been wronged; he wants to be healed because he has been hurt.”~ Gilbert Keith Chesterton

"An apology is the superglue of life. It can repair just about anything." Lynn Johnston

"It will never do to plead sin as an excuse for sin, or to attempt to justify sinful acts by pleading that we have an evil heart. This instead of being a valid apology, is the very ground of our condemnation." Archibald Alexander

Fitness Update!

2010-06-28T15:23:00.004-06:00

I am feeling GREAT right now! I am 5 pounds away from my happy place. I will be there by my birthday......for sure!
I have been running and riding my elliptical all the time. My neighbor, Sarah, is my motivation
and inspiration....she's amazing in every way...I ♥ her! I ran 7.5 miles with her 3 weeks ago and that was the longest distance I have ever gone....it was AWESOME! I can run for 5 miles now without a problem and this is a great improvement for me. I almost feel like an athlete now! I have officially been signed up for the Las Vegas Ragnar Relay race in October! I am so scared and excited at the same time. PLUS...she's trying to convince me to do the Top of Utah 1/2 marathon in September. I just may do it! YAY for running!

Visiting/ Fishing with Grandpa Madsen & Sandy

2010-06-28T13:23:00.015-06:00

We went up to Oakley to visit with Justin's Grandpa and Sandy this past weekend. Grandpa took Justin and Kenlee out fishing early on Saturday. They went to the Rockport Reservior. Kenlee had a good time and Justin got 2 (that he kept anyway) fish. I went out with them later in the day and we got another one. I actually got to reel it in...that's always exciting! Then they went out again on Sunday! We love being on the boat and Justin had a good time spending time with his Grandpa. Here are some of the pics..... Grandpa Madsen and Justin

Justin threading a worm...ICK!

Kenlee Fishin'

Grandpa and Kenlee waiting for a bite
Kenlee is super thrilled in the pic

Feel the love :)

This is actually how she looks most of the time unless I made her smile...such a Grumpy Gus

See...so much cuter when she smiles

The one I got to reel in

Sun setting on the lake and right in our eyes....gorgeous from our view anyway

Time with Dad

2010-06-23T13:22:00.009-06:00

On Saturday we got to spend some time with Justin's dad, Ken. We went shooting out by Utah Lake again. Ken helped Justin sight in a couple of his new guns. Target practice seems to be one of our favorite past times lately. Justin is very passionate about his guns and has a pretty nice collection. Here are a few photos.... Justin and Ken with the AR15

Ken and Justin with the AR15
Kenlee with Grandpa This is Kenlee posing with her "kill" (she actually shot from the table, quite a bit farther away). She filled her rootbeer bottle with water and duct taped the middle. It took her a few shots, but she got the top of the bottle and then the bottom...in less than 10 shots! Good job!
Justin's friend, Richard, came out and joined us after a while.

I'm glad Justin got to spend some quality time with his Dad. They even went to dinner.

Father's Day is always special to me. I don't even remember the last Father's Day I got to spend with my Dad. I'm a daddy's girl forever, no matter how old I get. I love and miss my Dad so much. Good news though, both my Mom and Dad get to come visit at the end of summer and stay for weeks......maybe a month! Can't wait!
I am grateful for my father-in-law too. He has always made me feel like an important part of the family. He has helped us out so much with projects we have had from time to time. His wide variety of skills sure are handy!

Happy Father's Day to our Fathers and yours!

Savings Account!

2010-06-16T11:45:00.004-06:00

For the first time in my life, I have a savings account! Actually, I have to share it with Justin...but that's ok because he can put money in it too!

We have always "saved" our money in stashed cash, now we have an actual account! YIPPEE! Its a GOOD day :)))

Speaking of money.........we just got Justin's bill from the hospital for the kidney stone episode....$5600.00...YIKES!! $3200 for a CT scan, holy cow!

New Hair, New Attitude!

2010-06-16T08:47:00.004-06:00

I'm a blonde! Watch out!

On Saturday I got my hair done! I went to Felicia, Justin's cousin. I think she did a great job! If you want her contact info, let me know!

Happy 39th Anniversary

2010-06-14T09:31:00.007-06:00

My parents just celebrated their 39th wedding anniversary!

Congratulations to them!

They were MFEO (made for each other). Although their personalities are completely different, they make it work. They have so much love for each other. It is their example of love that I strive for in my marriage.

They are great parents and AWESOME grandparents! Their world is their family and I am so grateful they put in the effort and sacrificed so much for us over the years.

Here's to many, many more years and memories to come!

Little Things

2010-06-10T11:01:00.003-06:00

Every time I see a Dr. Pepper can in the living room or bathroom or sitting on the counter, I will remind myself.....when I throw the garbage outside the kitchen door to the bottom of the steps in the garage (almost every day), it always magically disappears!

Rough start to our Friday

2010-06-04T13:02:00.004-06:00

Justin got a kidney stone this morning, his first and hopefully last. I rushed him to Jordan Valley's ER. I have never seen him is so much pain....ever! He didn't even seem to care when the nurse gave him the IV....he absolutely hates needles! He was able to pass it in less than 2 hours (I'm sure it felt like an eternity). By the time they did a CT scan to verify it was a stone, it was already in the bladder, yay! I have to give props to the nurse, Rachel, at the Jordan Valley Hosp. ER....she was magnificent! Should be good as new by Saturday!

I found these pictures online. I was curious what they looked like.....

OUCH! I cannot imagine!

What debt?

2010-06-01T18:36:00.002-06:00

As of June 2nd, 2010.....we're debt free!! (except for the mortgage)

NO credit cards, NO auto loans. We're done!! PLUS...we have a good savings! It is the strangest, most amazing feeling EVER! I got my paycheck today and didn't even have to run to the bank to cash it. We are done living paycheck to paycheck!

YIPPEE!

Camping with Canadians

2010-05-18T13:17:00.010-06:00

We sold our camping trailer and then decided that maybe we want to go camping. So, we bought a tent......not just any tent though, its a Springbar canvas tent! It's used but good enough for us :)
Last weekend we went camping with an old friend, Brandon, and his friends. There were two girls that drove down from Alberta, Canada to go camping with us in Utah...isn't that Crazy! Here are a few of the pics from our adventure......

What's camping without shooting??
sitting by the fire right before dark (notice the "new" tent in the background)

Of course Kenlee had to bring a kite to fly, in her pj's...I will never understand that kid.

Oh, they have cool stuff in Canada, like colored fire! This picture doesn't do it justice though. They brought packets you put in the fire that really turn the fire different colors...SO COOL!

And the biggest dang marshmallows you've ever seen!

I wish I would have taken more pictures, maybe even with people in them...lol!

Oh, well...next time.

Going Private

2010-05-14T09:03:00.002-06:00

I will making my blog private in the next couple days. If you would like to be invited please let me know.

Happy 15th and counting....

2010-05-05T08:00:00.008-06:00

I can't believe how time flies. Fifteen years ago today, Justin and I got married.
As I get older, I get more sentimental. I sit here remembering that day so long ago.....it was emotional, but I never for a second doubted what I was doing. Yep, we're in it for the long haul.
Here's to us! Happy Anniversary Honey!

BTW....15 years is our "Crystal" anniversary dear, but I would settle for anything that sparkles!

No Self-Control!

2010-04-29T13:14:00.004-06:00

I have no self-control! NONE! Well, right now anyways.
I have been having the hardest time getting back into dieting and exercising lately. I have been eating all the wrong things and not exercising like I should. I did, however, go for 2 short (2 mile) runs over the weekend and that felt great. Oh, how I've missed running...its like my favorite exercise in the world (as long as its not all uphill and too far). Now as I look outside, I see snow...I do not run in snow or cold weather. Blah!
Oh, and good news...I have oficially worn out the shoes I bought last year...time for new ones! They have been broken down and I could feel it in my ankles and knees as I was running this past weekend. What's amazing to me is, I heard that your running shoes were only good for 100 miles....could I have really ran 100 miles??? I know for real runners, 100 miles is a piece of cake, but for me...100 miles...WOW!!! So that feels like a milestone for me...one worn out pair of running sneakers that have probably gone at least 100 miles!! YAY!!
And....... I have gained weight again. Which brings me back to why I am blogging about this. I can't believe how fast it goes back on!! Its really not fair! I will be on a diet for the rest of my life...or at least on and off a diet for the rest of my life.
May 1st begins yet another attempt at taking control over my body. I can and will do this!

Shocker!

2010-04-23T14:38:00.011-06:00

We have been changing some things in our yard recently. We had a nasty, old rock pile in the back of our house that we never did anything with and giant boulders in the front that were a major pain to trim and cut around. We decided a few weeks ago that they had to go. We found a guy on KSL that happened to live down the street, who offered to take away any unwanted rocks for free. We took him up on his offer!

These are the before pictures....

The other day when Justin was out working in the yard, I happened to look out my back window and to my surprise, I saw this.....

I just had to get pictures of this! Yes, that's Kenlee, the child that has never in her life done any sort of physical labor. Maybe there's hope for her after all :)

(I should also note......that outfit is all her, no help from mom on that one! Oh, and the only way to do yard work in flip-flops is while wearing toe socks...duh!)

IT WORKS!!!

2010-04-15T17:51:00.003-06:00

After an eternity (Ok, only like 2 weeks), my oven is working!!!!! Hallelujah!

My brilliant husband traced down the problem to the digital control panel thingy (I'm sure that's what its called). We sent it off to a place in Illinois for repair. A week and $90 later and we're back in business!!!! YAY!!

This place, CG Industries, fixes all kinds of appliance and exercise equipment panels....much cheaper than buying new for sure! FYI!

Here we go again

2010-04-07T10:11:00.003-06:00

I know you are probably sick of hearing about me trying to lose weight, right?
But, when I do the work and see my progress, I get so excited that I have to share!
I started (for real) dieting again on March 27th, 10 days ago. I started getting serious about working out on Sunday. I have lost 4 pounds in 10 days!!! I am only 8 pounds from my goal weight...YIPPEE!!! I don't know why its always so hard for me to get back into a regular exercise routine after I stop....but, when I do...watch out!!! Ha! ha!
So for everyone that is going to start their diet/exercise tomorrow...DON'T! Get off your butt and do it NOW!!! Its so worth it and you'll feel so much better!

Nail Magic

2010-04-05T08:49:00.004-06:00

This stuff really works!!Last year, I took off my acrylic nails to find one of my real nails to be splitting right down the middle. I thought I could just let it grow out...not the case. Unless I kept it really short, it would snag on something and rip more. I had no idea what to do, so I had another set of nails put on. Just a couple months ago, I decided to take them off. I love the way they look, but they are too expensive and other things about them really bug me...like taking out my contacts, cleaning my ears, cutting chicken and other weird stuff.

Anyway, back to the story.... All my nails were in horrible shape and that nail was still splitting. I was told it could be a fungus, so I got fungus fixer stuff and used that for 2 weeks....didn't work. I did some reading online and found that my nails were probably dried out and that could be causing my nail condition.
I made a trip to Sally's Beauty Supply and the girl there recommended Nail Magic. I bought a bottle and have been using it for about 2 weeks now.....It is amazing!! My nails have never been so strong! they are hard and not bendy like they have been my whole life! YAY!!
Another thing I did was quit using acetone for taking off my nail polish...it takes off polish super fast, but really dries them out. I switched to a Cutex Nourishing nail polish remover, which works just fine.
I know this is kind of a weird post.....but if you have bad nails, like I do, you have to buy this stuff!!!

Everything is broken.

2010-04-02T18:09:00.003-06:00

Here is a list of things that have broken in my life......

Computer was just replaced so I can check this off the list

Oven

Microwave

Bathroom faucet

Car

Front door lock

Carpet

Family Relationships

When I write it all down it really doesn't look like much, but when I think about it all, I am completely overwhelmed. And it's going to take a lot more money and energy than I have right now to get it all fixed. Such is life.......

New source for recipes!

2010-04-02T11:12:00.002-06:00

I found this blog through a link on my friend, Amanda's, blog...it is amazing! She has such great recipes, along with delicious descriptions of the food and pictures! Everything looks great and there is a wide variety of recipes to choose from! You HAVE to check it out!
Click on the link and Happy Eating!!!

http://www.melskitchencafe.com/

"NOT" Making the Cut

2010-03-29T10:36:00.003-06:00

I have decided that maybe Jillian Michaels is too hard core for me. Don't get me wrong, I think she's fabulous! After going through the book, "Making the Cut" I decided that to do it right, I would have to follow her plan exactly....and I just don't have the time or energy. There is a lot of good stuff in the book that I will use and will be very helpful.
Here's the plan:
I am going back to what I did before, just exercising as much as I can and eating my 1500 calories or less a day. It worked before and I know it will again. I am slowly getting started. It's so hard to get back into gear when you have taken so much time off.
One of the first things Jillian says to do is take before pictures and all your measurements. I had Justin help me with my measurements last night...BIG mistake....or maybe it wasn't. Now he knows how fat I am, but now he can keep me honest. (When I was measuring myself, I may have pulled the tape a little tighter than I should have) He does a really good job to keep me on track and focused. He would not take pictures of me though. He told me to just do my best. Hmmm, I probably don't want to see it anyway. I have enough fat pictures of myself to look at to keep me motivated.
That's it for now, stay tuned!

Making The Cut

2010-03-26T14:36:00.003-06:00

Starting tomorrow, Saturday....I'm making the cut, see below!
My neighbor started this program and she is doing great on it and I pretty much love everything Jillian Michaels has ever done...so, I'm going for it! Its going to take a lot of self-control and discipline, but I'm so ready for it!

New iMac

2010-03-25T08:02:00.004-06:00

So, we have known for a while that our computer was on its last leg. It quit burning CD's and would freeze up every once in a while. On Monday night, the monitor died (and would come back to every once in a while for a few seconds). Our old computer was a Mac Mini and we had it for almost 5 years. Its has been really good little computer and we haven't had too many problems with it. And now Justin is a "Mac" guy. So, we had to get another one. This is what we got......

Apple iMac 3.06 GHz with 27" display!!!

(this is a terrible picture of my messy desk)

Intel® Core™2 Duo processor; 4GB DDR3 SDRAM; DL DVD±RW/CD-RW SuperDrive; 1TB hard drive; built-in webcam; built-in AirPort Extreme (802.11a/b/g/n); Bluetooth; Mac OS X 10.6 Snow Leopard

In comparison.....

These pictures actually don't do it justice. Its gigantic! We are excited and hope it lasts as long as our old one.

And just like that...poof, there goes our tax refund :(

Fun Times

2010-03-23T09:27:00.009-06:00

On Saturday, we went out with some of the guys from my work shooting. We had the best time! Here are some of the pictures..... Everyone with their weapon (unloaded, of course) Kenlee shooting a .22 rifle for the first time. She did really well and followed her Daddy's instructions closely.

She also got to shoot this little .22 cowboy pistol.

This is my Boss' gun, its an AR-15...is was AWESOME!

Justin with his gun of choice...Dan Wesson, 1911 .45 cal

Family portrait...isn't that cute!

We are hard core, just look at us...lol!

Sad Sarah

2010-03-23T09:13:00.003-06:00

These are some sad pictures of Sarah after she came home from the vet. It broke my heart. She went under the couch and wouldn't come out.

We got her a heating pad and cuddled with her all night.
Less than a week after her surgery, she was back to normal....Playful and running around the house like before :)

J A City

2010-03-23T09:02:00.003-06:00

I volunteered for Kenlee's class to help in Junior Achievement City at Discovery Gateway. It was amazing. Its just like a little city with all different businesses. I could not believe all the detail that went in to this project. All the 5th graders had assigned jobs they had to do. Not to mention, opening a savings account, depositing payroll checks and shopping. There was a lot going on in the 4 hour span. To say the least, I had a huge headache and it would have been a lot easier to go do my real job for the day. It was a really unique experience for the kids and I wish they had to do it every year. So if you get the chance and your child's school goes, you should volunteer for this. You have to see it to believe it!

Kenlee was a bank teller and she was super busy...she did a great job!

This is the elevator the kids rode in. It was gigantic! I had to take a picture.

I was so busy the whole time that these are the only pictures I got..its too bad because it was amazing!

12 Years!

2010-02-26T09:40:00.005-07:00

February 27, 1998 I started working at my current employer! I was 19 years old and pregnant. I started as the receptionist, then started helping out with our parts counter as I became more knowledgeable about our products. After 5 years of being a receptionist, a position opened up in the Credit and A/R Department and I jumped at the chance to move up. Later that same year our A/P person retired and I took on his responsibilities as well. I have been doing it all ever since!
Working here has been one of the best decisions of my life. I love my job (most days) and the people I work with have become like family. I am truely grateful!

Here's a picture I found that was taken shortly after I started......

Hilarious!!

Adorable

2010-02-25T11:08:00.003-07:00

This is why we put up with the naughty kitty. How cute is she! Don't you just want to pick her up and cuddle???

Immediate Gratification

2010-02-25T10:12:00.004-07:00

When it comes to down to diet and exercise, I need immediate gratification. Since Sunday, I have exercised and been (I thought) really good about what I ate. So why, oh why have I remained the exact same weight...to the ounce??? I'm baffled! Never have I weighed the exact same for even 2 days in a row. I usually fluctuate a couple pounds, even in one day, from morning to night. Needless to say, I am frustrated.....so I stopped by McDonalds for a large Coke this morning (maybe a sausage McMuffin too, I'll never tell).
I will not give up though! Its just a small setback, right?

Naughty, Naughty Kitty!

2010-02-18T08:12:00.014-07:00

We have had our new cat for about 6 months now. If she wasn't so special, I don't think I could deal with all the mischief. Here are her most recent activities:

She knocked my plant over, broke the pot and made a huge mess.

She was climbing the drapes in my room and completely tore them out of the wall.

She is slowly shredding my wicker cubes...these are her favorite.

She has tore up the carpet so badly by my bedroom door, we had to put tape down to prevent further damage. I don't know how we are going to fix this. Can you say....Expensive!

Also, she was in heat last week. We couldn't believe this...she's still so little. I guess they start that as soon as 6 months. She is scheduled to be spay and declawed on March 2nd and boy am I ready for it!

Overall though, she is a really good and smart kitty. She is very loving and likes to be held like a baby. Also.....she plays fetch, for real! She will bring you a ball and put it right next to you. I have never seen a cat do it and its so funny. I will take some video later and post it on here to prove it!

So, if you are thinking about getting a kitten, know what you are getting in to! They are super cute because they have to be so you don't kill them!

BLAH!

2010-02-16T15:48:00.003-07:00

I feel BLAH!
I haven't been exercising......I have been eating way too much..........and I am broke.
This too shall pass...right?

Daycare

2010-02-08T14:04:00.007-07:00

Today is Kenlee's last day of daycare. Our wonderful neighbor, Sarah has offered to take her before and after school and off track. We hope this will help out both her and our families financially. I think we all are feeling the squeeze on our pocketbook right now. I hope all goes well and this will eventually transition her to being home alone....someday (middle school at least).

Safe!

2010-02-03T08:52:00.003-07:00

When Justin sold his fancy Aquarium that was in our kitchen, we took the money and invested in this:

These pictures are to show size comparison.......

Kenlee's new Time-Out (just kidding)

Bye-bye Fishies

2010-02-02T18:34:00.005-07:00

Its gone.

From this....

To this......

We have no more fish! My kitchen feels so empty without the tank. I am looking for a black hutch/cabinet thingy for this wall. Keep your eyes open for me.

Homemade Oreos

2010-02-02T18:25:00.002-07:00

So, cookies are kind of my specialty. I love trying new recipes. I made these super easy homemade Oreos and they turned out really good. I thought I would share the recipe:

2- pkgs Devil's food cake mixes

4- eggs

1 1/2 C shortening

Mix together in large bowl. Roll into small prune-size balls. Bake at 350 degs on cookie sheet for 10 minutes. Let cool on sheet for a few minutes, then cool completely on wire rack.

Filling:

8 oz. cream cheese

3 C powdered sugar

1/2 stick butter

Mix together and put between 2 cookies.

Its just that easy! Enjoy!

Free Pocket Constitution

2010-01-28T08:43:00.003-07:00

I just ordered a free pocket Constitution & Declaration of Independence. Get one for yourself at:

http://www.askheritage.org/premium.aspx

GUNS -n- stuff

2010-01-22T16:25:00.005-07:00

I know not everybody "loves" or even likes guns....but we do!

We are firm believers in the 2nd Amendment:

"A well regulated militia being necessary to the security of a free State, the right of the People to keep and bear arms shall not be infringed."

I am fascinated with them. I want a handgun in every size and color (like I want my shoes). We try to go to the range a much as possible. The problem we were having was the expense of the ammo...if you could find it! Justin has recently started reloading ammo for my gun (.40 cal) and will also be reloading the ammo for his gun (.45 cal). At first, the cost is high to get all the equipment to be set up for reloading, but after that initial investment, it will be tons cheaper for us to reload our own ammo.

Justin has been selling a lot of his fish/aquarium inventory on KSL. All but one tank are going. Its bittersweet for him. He really enjoyed it, but decided its time to move on to "new" things.

Kenlee is going off track from school for 3 weeks and is super excited about that. While she is off track, her teacher will be having a baby! She is sad about her teacher going on maternity leave, she really like having her as a teacher. Kenlee continues to grow...slowly. Her doctor had me take her in for a bone age, the procedure is an x-ray of her wrist to see at what rate her bones are growing. When the doctor called me with the results I was a little worried, her bones show her at 8 years and 10 months....she's 11 years and 3 months old. Her doctor assured me that this was good news. She says that when other kids are finished growing, Kenlee will have a couple more years. so...YAY!

My diet isn't going well. I haven't lost an ounce. I can't seem to get motivated by myself. I hope that this next week I can get my butt in gear and get back on track. I know I have it in me, I just need to snap out of my slump!

Consider yourself updated!!

My Weight Loss Journey

2010-01-13T13:12:00.007-07:00

On Monday I started a new diet/exercise plan. I decided that what I did last time worked, so I will try it again. Here's my plan....
Do at least 30 minutes of intense exercise a day and eat around 1500 calories a day.
That's it! It's simple and I know it works.

Last year, in January, I participated in a "Biggest Loser" type weight loss competition with my co-workers that lasted 12 weeks. My starting weight was 147 pounds (which was about 5 pounds less than what I weighed a year before). It felt horrible and disgusting. There's something about getting on a scale in front of other people that makes you have to "face the fat". It was great to be surrounded by other people that were involved, it helped to push me to do better. By the end of the competition my weight was 134, I lost only 13 pounds or 8.8% percent. I continued exercising and trying to eat right.
By September, I weighed 129. I decided to do another little competition with only one co-worker. I couldn't seem to lose that last little bit of weight by myself. I needed the competition/motivation to push me. It worked and by the end of October, I weighed 122 pounds......I haven't weighed that for probably 6 or 7 years. I had lost 25 pounds total!!!!

This is my before and after photo. (How embarrassing is that!)

Then December came......I GAINED 6 POUNDS in one month. Granted, I didn't exercise and I ate everything in sight.

Now its time to start again. My goal is to be 115 pounds (my ultimate goal) by Feb. 26th.
My starting weight (this morning) is 126 pounds. I have a little over 6 weeks to do it in. I know I can do it, but having a support system and lots of encouragement is absolutely necessary to reach your goal.

p.s. I am horrified that I have listed my weight on here. I just felt like doing that would make me more accountable and help me to succeed. I am already regretting it.

New Year 2010

2010-01-06T09:03:00.004-07:00

I am so excited for the new year! This year is sure to be challenging and I hope it will be just as rewarding for us. I thought I would write down my New Years Resolutions.....

*Lose weight and exercise more (like always)
*Stop spending money on crap
*Be a better Mom
*Print pictures that have been on my computer forever and put them in albums
*Make a plan for the future
*Make my house the best place on earth for my family!

I have a lot of work to do! Happy New Year Everybody!

Here's a little thought....
" A field never got plowed by turning the soil over in your mind"

Christmas 2009

2009-12-28T11:44:00.002-07:00

Merry Christmas! We had a great Christmas this year! All of us were spoiled rotten! Here are a few pictures......

Christmas with the Millers

Kenlee patiently waiting to open presents
Scene It "Twilight"
She's wanted a mini trampoline for a long time...thanks Grandma and Grandpa Kaylor

She's playing the part, she actually looks cold.....My little actress!

We hope all of you had a wonderful holiday!

By the way...we got a little camcorder from Debbie, so I'll be adding videos before long! Can't ya just wait!

Crazy Kitty

2009-12-02T11:45:00.009-07:00

So we have had our new kitty for about 2 months now. We don't know for sure how old she is, but we are estimating about 18 weeks old. She is so cute and sooooo naughty. Here are some pics I thought I would share.

Here she is with Sam eating/drinking...she managed to get her head in there to get some too....eventually pushing him out of the way.
Kenlee loves to do tricks with her....she is growing so fast! She is always on the move...
She has really taken to my wicker cubes, they actually look worse now. Her little claws are tearing them up. I figure at least it's not something I care a lot about and would cost a lot to replace.

The other day after work, I found this in my bedroom. I wonder how this happened?????

Then she gets tired and is so cute when she's sleeping...makes you want to pick her up to cuddle!

The sign is hard to read. It says "Shhh Sarah's Sleeping" by Kenlee, of course.

She really is a sweet kitty and we love her! (until she does some serious damage, j/k, but not really)

Unconditional Love

2009-11-18T20:39:00.009-07:00

Some things I have been thinking about a lot lately.......

Unconditional love........can it be learned, or must we be its recipient to truly understand what it is?

Definition from Wikipedia:
Unconditional love is a term that means to love someone regardless of one's actions or beliefs. It is a concept comparable to true love, a term which is more frequently used to describe love between lovers. By contrast, unconditional love is frequently used to describe love between family members, comrades in arms and between others in highly committed relationships. It has also been used in a Christian context to describe God's love for humankind through the forgiveness of Christ.

I have written and deleted what I have wanted to say over 10 times tonight. I can't exactly put my thoughts down into words, so I'll just end with this thought:

"Family love is messy, clinging, and of an annoying and repetitive pattern, like bad wallpaper." Friedrich Nietzche

Halloween 2009

2009-11-05T11:19:00.005-07:00

Well...Halloween's over and I really don't have have a lot to report. Kenlee got to help make a haunted house at her daycare which she got really excited about. We didn't have a ton of trick-or-treaters which left us with a giant bowl of candy. Kenlee only lasted about 30 minutes of actual trick-or-treating before she decided she was done. I told her that she didn't have very much candy and she said, "We have a lot at home, I'll just eat that". So, that's about it. I didn't get a picture of her in costume and I didn't get a picture of the pumpkins after they were carved, this is all I got.......

I win the prize for the worst mother for the month of October!